if only...

If only I could play the piano,
I would play the songs you like.
If only I could write songs,
I will write songs about you.
If only I can jump higher,
I will grab the stars just for you.
If only I can careless,
Then I wont irritate you whenever you are not in the mood.
If only I have more confidence,
Then I don't need to worry too much.
If only I can make you smile everyday,
I won't even care if u call me clown.
If only I can read your mind,
Then you will stop calling me an idiot.
If only you can read my mind,
Then you will know I am not an idiot.
If only I can be a little bit richer,
I would like to give you anything.
If only life is like a fairytale,
Then it will end with a happy ending.
Nothing is impossible.
Me and you?
If only we can just ready for battle,
We will eventually win the war.
We wont get smooth sailing along the road,
just dont sink when it gets rough and tough.
If only, if only...

A waiter's love.

You walked pass by me.
Without a word, you sat over the cold bench,
and pissed off on me.
Try to look into your eyes but you just ignore me.
I'm just like a waiter trying to take your order.
Can I just get into you and write down what you want?
May I take your order please?
Coffee, Tea or just me?

Yet, you just sit there.
Watching different people walked by,
and just let the time slips.
Hey you, can I take your order please?
Diamonds, jewels or just plain gold?

Come on baby, speak it out.
I'm tired of mind games.
Seriously, may I take your order please?
And finally, you looked at me.
You left, with a shade of tears falling down.

This guilt strucked me.
I should know your order will be,
a love with care, tender, understanding and of course,
a lot of love from me to you.

Your order is written down.
Love from a waiter to you.

想说的， 想做的。

躺在床上，脑袋不停的转。
身体不停的挣扎，它，很想休息。
妈呀！都几点了。
求求你，别在想了， 累了累了，
真的，
想说的，想做的，
真的好多好多，
但，
没说的，没做好的，都已过了。
没人没错过，没人没做错。
就如郑板桥说过，难得糊涂呀！
算了吧。一笑遮千愁，笑多无忧愁。
改变自己的第一关，真的很难过。

Money Money Money!

Money, an everyday item that is needed for almost everything. No money = Difficult life, Less Happiness, Dull life and the list goes on. Who says money cant buy happiness? Almost 90% of happiness comes from money. Don't believe it? Let say your loves one wants a present from you or maybe you want to help the orphanage or the others that needs help financially? What say you? What can you do? Ya I know some people will say you can help them by doing something else which money is not needed or make a present for your love ones. But does those things really makes them happy? Don't get me wrong, I don't doubt the efforts on the people who did all the hard works but sometimes reality sucks. People just want to have more on everything. Is humans nature. No one escapes from it I guess. When you want more, you'll think of a way right? Money is the best solution of all things and still, it can't solve everything. x). Money doesn't grow on trees or falls from the sky and that's why, there's robbery. That's why, there's gambling. And that's why people always think of a way to get fast money. I know a lot of people realize what I'm blogging x), but still is nice to "alert" everyone again. So, work hard people! For the sick of your future, your family, your children, and of course the society! =)

泪™

你流泪，我不配
男人泪，没有罪
竟然累，就应该退。
爱上你，不后悔，
即使累，也不会退。
你说累，我受罪
我知累，不应该退
退了一辈都后悔。
太厚了，不能退
爱上了，不知累
即使累了也一起累。
别掉泪，靠我背
我背得起你对不对?
在我背，别掉泪
因会被你影响而掉泪。
我爱你，对不对？
擦干泪，说不累
你爱我，对不对？