New Year Wish & Resolutions

Few more days to go to rap up the year 2009.
This year is like heaven and hell for me.
I celebrate my 21st birthday this year,
Went to Redang for the first time,
Get 3+ in my cpga for the first time,
Sending my gf to the airport for the first time,
Tahan not to cry so bad for the first time,
Made few nice friends,
Dad's business getting better,
And what kills me is,
I lost the girl I loved so much.
The list shows that,
Nah, is not so bad. Right?
Well, missing makes the heart fonder.
Is like the end of the world at that time.
Things getting better now and,
I wish in the year 2010,
everyone that I love or I like can still be with me.
I wish I can go through obstacles and
I wish I can get use of maturity.
I'll be 22 in march and I know there's not much time to waste.
Nice results doesn't guarantee I'll get what I want,
But at least, I can make my parents proud again like I used to when I was younger and not so lazy(hehe, ya I know).
I have to be hardworking, well, at least more hardworking than 2009.
For the gf part?
Nah, I think I'll like to stay single for now.
Some where inside me I know I still misses her and loves her a lot.
Don't want to be unfair for the next.
But if the cupid do struck me,
Maybe, just maybe, I'll get things work out.
So, we say life is unpredictable and events can come just like that.
Whatever it is, what's done is done and we always hope for better days to come.
Hereby, I want to thank all the people who laugh and smile with me,
Whom Break my heart,
Whom Cheered me up when I'm down,
Whom Listen to me when I'm sobbing,
And to those who kept telling me it will be okay.
Thank you. I appreciate it. Somehow I feel stronger.
Merry Christmas and Happy 2010 People!! <3

I'll learn to love again 1 day.

I'll bury it.
Bury the words I said to you,
bury the words you said to me.
Bury the unwanted promises made,
or the promises broken.
Bury the rules and regulations,
with the ropes behind.
The plane that flew away that day,
landed on some where else and never turned back.
I'll bury the times we argued,
because it is the venom for relationships.
Don't forget to bury the green eyed monster,
that attacked us numerous times.
Bury the love you said before you left,
I don't need that for a souvenir.
I'm glad to know that you are happy.
But another side of me,
he just want you again.
That,
I'll bury it too.
Thank you for everything.
Somebody told me that is okay to miss,
I think I will.
From all what I buried,
I hope 1 day what I buried,
It'll gloom to something beautiful to me and my love ones.
I'll learn to love again 1 day.
I promise.