French class

Hmm... first day of French class. The lecturer was from a town near Nice, France. She's tall(around 178-180cm) and she have a model kind of body and she even looks cute. :D But the thing is, her French accent is just too strong and I think the people in the class can barely understand her English that she's trying to say. Overall, the class is quite nice and the lecturer is nice enough and there's even a cute girl that caught my eyes. Well, the eyes always like nice things and is a fact. I think this semester will be hectic as it is a short sem with 4 subjects to deal with. Arrggh!




I don't know why I'm moody right now. Maybe I didn't sleep well last night but a part of me says that I missed you and another side of me hates it. I guess I'm just a little not too over you. Oh well, that's life I guess. You can't have everything goes your way.

The recalled summary

I havnt blog for quite some time, so here I goes......

March
6th: Wuhoo! I'm finally 21! Went to The Ship and had my birthday dinner with Thing since she havnt been there before(her dad promised her since she was a kid but didnt bring her. lol). The dinner was great. Heck, every where I go, as long I'm with her, I'm really happy.

After birthday dinner with her.I was a happy man.

7th : Wuhoo again! Is my 21st birthday Partay on this day! Mom asked me not to invite too much of friends before it occurred cause the house is small and mom couldnt really cook that much amount of food. (why not cater? cause my Dad $ not so stable compare to now). I do understand and never blame but only thanks my parents for the Partay as I heart you both always! So, I invited friends that are more close to me. I never really had the chance to thanks everyone for attending and for the gifts as well. I'm always a shy boy of doing all these though no one believes that I am one. LOL. Hereby, I want to thank my family, Thing(thanks for everything, I really do appreciate very much), and all my relatives and friends. I lazy to upload the photos so please do feel free to look at the photos in my fb.

My big 21 cake.

April

Hmm........ really cant recall what happened at this month.... but I know 1st of April is April fool's day! :D And.. the 14th month is my long time friend Tuck Seng's 21st and I can't celebrate for him as well cause I'm at Malacca(he celebrated at weekdays from what I remembered). Solleh! But he didn't manage to come to my party as well cause his newly appointed gf's birthday is at the same date of my party :/

May

1st : Is Labor Day, that means is Dad's 53rd birthday! Love him so much although we 2 are always like mars vs earth. Thing was very free during that time so she made this. Cool right?

Dad's birthday cupcake by Thing

Mine.

Mid May : Thing and Ning they all decided to come Malacca for a 1 day trip(at that time I'm still studying in Malacca campus). I was so happy till I can't really sleep well so I was a little bit moody that day I think. Ooppsy ha? But I was very to see her that day and I really did enjoy the trip with them and that is the first time I meet Wern Sern. :)

Posing For The Cam

June
Mid June : Finally, a longer trip with Thing after almost 3 years of relationship and before she's going to aussie land. It was my last month studying in Malacca as well and in my holidays we went Redang for the first time for me and second time for her. It was a nice trip though we saw dead corals more than fishes.

After snookerling.

Did a little gift - La Mirror- for Thing before she leaves to aussie land. It was nothing much though. My art cells always fails me even I have a load of heart for doing something nice. I don't really know if she likes it. I wonder is she keeping that now. Hmm..

Preparing the photo frame after telling her i'm at grandma's place.

This was stick to it.

27th : Went shopping with her on that day. Ning they all wanted to give her a surprise for her birthday in advance and farewell so I acted a little bit by telling her I need to rush home and all during shopping time. It was funny seeing her mad at me,dont get me wrong, I dont like her being mad at me, but at this point, she's just so darn cute! I recalled we went for a movie that night and till quite late + Ning they all wait for quite some time and they ask if I could make it before 12 cause Agnes cant stay for too long already. I hid something that Thing bought that day so I'll have some excuse to tell her I'll turn back and take it for her(I knew she'll ask me to turn back x) ). And finally, we surprised her.

A happy she is thanks to everyone.

The hands cover faces shot that day.

30th : Mom's 50th birthday! Dad was unable to celebrate mom due to works in out station. But, mom always have their 4 children to celebrate for her! LOVE YOU MOM!!


July
1st : Liu Jia Wen's 21st birthday! But unable to attend her celebration. Solleh!

A lot happened this month, the saddest thing happened was that Thing had to leave her family, her friends, her bed, her home, her country, and of cause, at the time, her bf - me. It was the last time she'll kiss me and hug me, and I really didnt want or expect any of it.

Thing talking with Huey using 3G.

My life is not that miserable though. Celebrated Grandma's 92nd birthday at uncle's restaurant. I love you popo! :D (pic will be uploaded soon.) That's about wraps up the month of July.

August
I cant really recall what happened during this month. This is what happen when you dont blog regularly. But 1 thing for sure, me and Thing, we argued a lot and on top of that, I missed her a lot!!

September
3rd: Yuin Thing's birthday. Didnt manage to get her birthday present on time cause kinda broke. Though, I did inform her that her present will be delayed and she said it was okay but I know she'll be upset and disappointed. I mean, who wouldnt be right? Is her 21st! Fuck myself!I wanted to call her that day, but before I can. She already ask me not to call. Till now, is still a mystery to me. Maybe she's just upset with me?


14th : The saddest day of my life. Enough said.

Continuosly.

I screw it all up, so you threw it all away.

it hurts so bad.

I don't think you even notice this.

29th : My Little Bro Wei Wei's 16th birthday! that boy is so shy when people wishes him. I think my bros and sis easily to get blush. Is in our blood! cute! x) Hope he'll get mature and won't be that lazy in the future. Worried about him for being too lazy, even lazier than me! :/

A lot happened during this 6 months, I laughed a lot, I crap a lot, I cried a lot, and I miss Cheng Yuin Thing a lot. I don't know when will I stop missing you but I hope it'll be soon. You're hoping for that as well right? I know you're already gone... Whatever it is, somehow, I gonna pick myself up. It will be hard and unwillingly but is time to put a full stop like you did to me. 1 thing I never really get to tell you is that I never really want you cause I only need you. Now do you know how much I love you? I'm sorry for everything that did hurt you. I'm sorry.